So I sit here... contemplating blogging or not... making it public or not. How much can I put out there. Can I cuss (because, sometimes, cussing is fun). How mushy do I get? How involved to get. When do I say I don't care. But I really do care, but do not care to let everyone know. How the hell do I keep a straight face when inside I'm dying to know what you are really thinking. Why am I timid, sad, happy, goofy. Where do I fit as a mother, daughter, sister, daughter in law, sister in law, cousin. Do I put my daily activities here?? Do I tell you what I really think? When can I let go and ease into life as I currently know it. Please do voice your opinion... because believe me, it matters to me.